If you need support, applications are open.

No matter what, you deserve access to tools that help you understand your story and rebuild your life, without shame, pressure, or re-traumatization.

The Healing by the Numbers Scholarship Fund exists to make that possible.

This program is funded by community contributions, allowing you to receive the support you need regardless of your current circumstances.

What Support Can Cover

You can apply for scholarship access to any of the following:

• The Shape of Abuse Workbook

• The Full Course: “But He Never Hit Me… The Five Faces of Abuse You Weren't Taught to See”

• Personalized Shape-of-Abuse Analysis

• A 1:1 Call With Dr. Ruth

There is no right or wrong level of support, just what will help you the most right now.

You do not need to share trauma details in your applicaiton!
You do not need to defend your choices!
You do not need to prove anything!

This form is simply here to help me understand what you’re hoping for and how I can best support you. Everything you write is confidential.

Applications are reviewed weekly and as funds become available.